Today was my last day in the current project. Its been more than 2 and half year here. Two years back when I joined the project, I had just returned from Amsterdam. My job in Amsterdam was less technical hence I was little less confident of the way things worked in technical field.
The project had challenges. Things were not smooth and there was more walls to break than roads to run. Breaking walls and finding new one was frustrating. I had to admit that I liked taking challenges.
My objective were clear, when I move out of the project, things would be more smooth than I had found them. It was more easier said than done. Today after leaving the project, there is still a lot to be done and scope for a lot of improvement.
But then something else happened. I became more stressed and more short-tempered. I found losing my balance. Small situation would trigger big outburst. I knew that I could not help it and could do nothing to control it.
It was time to leave!
But whatever the situation, I did enjoy the non-stressful situations. I enjoyed working with the team. Even if its just a job, I enjoyed being there, in control, solving issue.
There’s lots of memories in the last two years. There’s lots of life thats gone in the last two years. Lots of new people who I had met. Lots of new people who know me.
As I leave I am yet to get a new project. Its time to start again, maybe with a new challenge. I don’t know where life would take me or If I would be able to do what new comes to me but I will try and hope to succeed.