I have been hurt, defeated, humiliated.
There are a thousand battles that I never won
And then I had smiled through all this,
trying to put a face that smiled everyday,
trying to put a brave front,
trying to put things in order,
trying to survive
Trying to move from one failure to another.
But I am tired.
Tired to smile when deep inside I know it won’t work,
Trying to put a brave face when another defeat kicks me in the face and leaves me grasping for breath,
Trying to show all is well when its not.
I am Tired.
I need to rest before I take that fight again.
Charge into the battle again and for once
I would like to win this time
Note: Its not a poem. Just something I wrote few days back. The picture is from home. Pretty depressing? I agree!