I thought I could handle anything. I thought I could smile through everything. I thought, I had in me to fight, fight to the finish. I built a wall around me. I was invincible
Now, I am tired. I have lost friends in the fights. I am tired of smiling when there have been no reasons to smile. I am tired of being OK when there has been no reason to be OK. I am tired of putting a brave front everytime. I have seen people go and fight their individual battles. I have lost many battles. With each defeat, it becomes more difficult to stand up and fight again. But I have to stand again because no body else is going to fight my battles.
Now, the wall has fallen. Each defeat pushes me down. Each defeat takes my energy. There has to be a hope somewhere. Every cloud has to have a silver liining. The only thing that is certain is;
I am NOT invincible!