Today was not a good day. It was extremely busy from morning. I was on phone with a colleague who could not attend office for some reason. Chetan wanted to speak to me but did not have the time nor the state of mind to talk to him. I might have got angry talking to him hearing all his problems.
I left office at after 6:30 PM which was way beyond my timing. Infact I was the one of the last one to leave office. Everybody at home had gone out and ‘A’ was there alone. The picture of ‘A’ sulking away has become a familiar picture in the house. He had been going hungry for the last three days. At this rate, he would become sick.
He is angry at something or someone and somehow it is related to me. I don’t have the strength to talk to him again. He would fight with me and then say something I won’t like. I am losing patience by the day. Vijay still has a lot of patience but someday I feel he is losing it too.
I made food after many days. I made especially because of ‘A’. I had called some of my colleagues because one of them is going back to India. ‘A’ did not have any food till the end. He went hungry again. Just now he said he was going to look for another house from next month. The way he said it, he made it clear its my fault. He laid the blame fully on me.
What did I do?